Aug 15, 2009

some things really happen


My train was at 6 15. Charminar express from chennai. I have to go to Hyderabad. I ve started from office at 4 30. By the time I ve reached the station, it was around 6 10. Much to my discomfort, I ve found charminar express was about to leave from platform 10. Platform 10 will be towards the other side of entrance. I ran towards the train. Thank god, it was still there.
I started looking at the chart of my compartment, to see if I can find any gal near to my seat no. I can find only one female name in that list, Deepthi, 23. I prayed to god(that she shud be beautiful), and walked towards my seat.


I can see a gal in my bay. She sat beside the window. It was winter season. She sat in her seat, with a blanket over her legs, she was protecting herself from chillness. She was reading novel. The first glance I had at her, I am clean bould by her looks. I felt “Na jeevitham danyam aipoindira. Emanna figure aa. Adbutham” . I found my seat to be the lower birth on the other side. “Wow, how fortunate I am” . I felt like I am the luckiest human being in this world.


I called up one of my friends, narrated the entire scenario. “ Stupid,how lucky ur??? Is she really so great??? That’s ok. But do not miss this chance. Flirt her to extreme. No one is around you . so whatever you do is ok. Do not miss this opportunity. “ he replied. I am not sure, if she understood our conversation. Train started.


My luggage was not too heavy. I ve placed it on the upper berth and sat infront of her. Only we two were present in our bay. I ve seen for 10 minutes if some one else could come. Luckily no one came. I felt a bit relaxed. Now actual desire started. My ideas were revolving with rocket speed. “ how to flirt her???how to impress her???how will she respond???” infact many things.


Some how I shud start a chat with her. But, She was concentrating on novel. I kept looking outside thru window. Every now and then, I had a look at her. Eventually she noticed. Similar scenes repeated. I donno how many times, but more than 10 times. I cursed myself saying “ Stupid, you ll never get such a chance. Cute Gal in front of you, with no one around you, what the hell you are doing”. 3 hours passed away. For these 3 hours, I ve looked at her infinite times. When she looked at me, I moved my head outside thru the window. She was thoroughly concentrating on novel, occasionally she had a look at me. She never tried to talk to me. I was in a confusion, what is this gal thinking of me??? She knew, I am staring at her. She neither gets angry on me nor tries to talk to me. In about 10 min, Nellore is about to come. Once I ve heard from one of my friends, many people will get into the train in Nellore. I was in a kind of bother. Will some one enter into our bay and disturb our privacy. What the hell I am doing.


Nellore came. With a lot of excitement, I gave a look at platform. Train took a standby for 10 min. all these 10 minutes, my heart was in my hand. Train started again. No one entered into our compartment. I took a deep breath. She stopped reading. She was looking outside. With lots of courage (I never ever felt, talking to a gal is so tough),


I said “Hii”


“Hii”, she replied with a cute smile on her face

(I felt happy for her reply. I am already lost in her looks.)

So, where are you going???


I am going to my home. I ll get down at Vijayawada.
(So I have three more hours to flirt this sensation)
Ohh.


You are travelling alone……


Yup, my father said he ll to come to receive me. By the way,you are goin to…

I am going to Hyderabad. What do u do??

I am working as medical representative. And wat abt u…

I am a software engineer.

Ohh.

Each and every aspect of our chat for that half an hour is a dream for me., which I ll cherish for most part of my life. God, she is too cute.


Our conversation lasted for half an hour. After which we had a pause.
In this half an hour, I ve tried to impress her, in every possible way I can. I ve utilized my talent to full extreme, I ve never used my skills to that level even for my office work. I ve made her laugh. I ve praised her language, ( beauty also infact, indirectly, but I think she knew my intention). By the way she was talking to me, I felt like I ve created a very good first impression on her.


Vijayawada came. She took off the blanket over her and began to pack her luggage. She stood up. I am shocked. It was then, I could find she is physically handicapped. one of her legs is broken. For first time in my life, I felt like my heart stopped functioning. I am in a trans. I could not believe my eyes. I was speechless. The pain I was feeling in my heart is, cannot be expressed .


She was about to leave…..her father was waiting for her.


She turned back to me (such a cute face of her lost the charm, her chubby cheeks became red, her eyes were filled with tears) and said (she became so emotional that, she found very hard for herself to manage. she could not utter even a single word. She was crying, somehow she managed to say these words to me) “ naku site kottina first abbayivi nuvve” .

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