Jun 7, 2009

My Childhood days

My Childhood days. My parents joined me in Sacred Heart high school., which is one of the most reputed school in our town. Both my elder sisters were already studying in the same school. So my mother was not concerned much about me as they would take care of me at school.

My childhood friend , my first friend is Suresh. He was a good guy. Lastly I ve seen him in Hyderabad, sometime in Dec, 2007. I ve taken him to my room. He said he was working for a small private firm. It was actually heartening to see him after a long gap.

Few things I could remember in my school days. One day I went on to the dias and gave an answer to a question posed by reader. I was 2 nd std at that time. I ve participated in exhibition in our school. Class members were divided into groups. I was leader for one of the groups. We used to call our classmates with their initials. Like M.Aditya, MJ prashanthi, K pavani,V.Srikanth, these are few names I remember. We used to play cricket. We used to fold papers from our note book and tie them up with Rubber band. That was ball. Exam pad was our bat. Current poll was our wicket. My sister used to always complain to my parents, I was playing in hot sun at school, during lunch hrs. My Sisters are sensitive. The warmth they show for me cannot be calculated. They love me.

It was like, I have to shift my school for my 8 th. My new school was DAV. To mention, it was a well reputed school. 8,9,10 th in DAV. Lot many negatives, only one positive.

I shud say this was the worst period of my life. I was insecure for most of the days in those 3 yrs, for silly reasons. Both my sisters were doing their graduation at that time. No one was present around me to share my grief. In those days mobiles also were not there. I cannot afford to call my sisters, I don’t have money. I always tried to be 1st among boys in our school. There was a stiff competition actually. Whenever my rank in class slipped down, I was down. I was never in a position to enjoy.

I was into my teenage. One thing that would happen to almost 80% guys. It happened for me too. Crush. But many of my classmates were also eyeing her. It was a real torture when I found her talking to any other guy in our class. It was even more torture, when she used to ignore/neglect me. The positive for the 3 years , I was mentioning abt , is the creation of my dreamland. Thoughts of her , I fly into my dreamland, where only happiness exists. No entry for any other feeling. April 2001. I ve actually completed my schooling. I was a loser by that time.

Those 3 years, I ll consider them as years of my life. And She, as gal who made my life. Today the person I am , it is because of her. Such an impact she made on me.